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Comics and artwork created by cartoonist Mike Dawson, as well as podcast stuff, and other things too.

An American Werewolf in London

This week I was a guest on the Nerd Geek Dork podcast talking about An American Werewolf in London, one of my favorite movies ever, in part because of warm fuzzy nostalgic memories of watching it over and over again at my Grandma’s house when I was a little kid (it was the only movie they had on video, so we’d watch it almost every time we visited).

But, it’s not just nostalgia that makes me love the movie so much. If that’s all it took, then I’d have love in my heart for the Carry On movies or Benny Hill, which I don’t. I like horror movies, but most horror movies are dull waits for the horror bits to happen. Not the case with American Werewolf. The movie is entertaining in it’s own right. It’s funny. The friendship between Jack and David is believable. Unlike many teen horror movies, I feel there’s some allowance in this film for David to be upset about what happens to him and Jack on the moors, there’s room for him to mourn his friend (somewhat - we don’t see any tearful breakdowns - but the fact that he’d be traumatized by the attack plays into the plot nicely).

Not a lot of detail is ever given about Jack and David’s background. We assume they’re roughly college aged. They’re young enough that they still seem like kids, but old enough that apparently David’s parents don’t feel the need to come to the UK to be with him when he’s comatose for three weeks. That part’s a bit weird. I feel like his parents would come out, whatever the cost of airfare.

When I was a kid in England I’d have no sense of what kinds of guys Jack and David were, but I’ve been interested to realize upon more recent viewings that they’re guys from Long Island, and that David is Jewish. These are very much the kinds of people I now know very well. I read this one article about the possible significance of David’s Judaism.

The story of a man equipped only by his wit (if not his wits) in a country that neither understands nor particularly wants him. A man who is dazed by his recent bloody and brutal ordeal who does his very best to get along, despite being racked by the guilt and self-hatred of knowing what he is inside. I’m not arguing that director John Landis set out to make a hairy Jewish allegory, I’m just saying that there was an incidental subtext that continues to speak to and comfort me almost 30 years later.

My daughter is currently six, so I’ve not yet shown her the movie, but I figure in a few years she’ll be ready.

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#americanwerewolfinlondon  #freddie & me  #judaism 
#tbt #RISK #the90s

#tbt #RISK #the90s

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#the90s  #tbt  #risk 
More War of the Worlds drawing in progress

More War of the Worlds drawing in progress

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#war of the worlds  #tom cruise 
Brian Evenson on Ed the Happy Clown | The Comics Journal →
A new episode of TCJ Talkies is posted to The Comics Journal. It’s actually one that I recorded a few weeks ago, prior to my brief moment of Internet Infamy, so don’t go listening expecting me to talk about any of that stuff.

Speaking of which, I was talking to someone in The Comics Press during the hubbub, and they said to me how they’re so much more interested in covering industry happenings than talking about the content of the work.

I dunno… I get it, and I see it to be true. People LOOOOVE those kind of blow-ups. I’ve never had so much attention as what I got when I was a part of one. Everyone’s got so much to say about “The Industry”.

I think there are reasons for it. Not all of them are bad. The content of comics is so fragmented, it’s tough to get the same number of people with the same point of reference on a book. It’s just easier to yell at each other on twitter about the industry than it is to debate what we think of The Death Ray.

I feel like this TCJ Talkies podcast is slow going. It’s taking a while for me to build any momentum with it. The format requires not only me to do my homework beforehand, but the guests as well. But… everytime I complete one (I recorded one last night with Jim Rugg and Caitlin McGurk talking Dan Clowes), I feel invigorated. I’m gonna keep going with it.
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#TCJ Talkies  #chester brown  #comics industry 
"Everybody just lets the media do their thinking for them" #GhostWorld

"Everybody just lets the media do their thinking for them" #GhostWorld

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#ghostworld 
The werewolf who attacked Jack and David on the moors #BewareTheMoon

The werewolf who attacked Jack and David on the moors #BewareTheMoon

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#bewarethemoon 
philsketches asked: Hey Mike, What are you using for "Zipatone" care to share?


Answer:

Hi - I do it in Photoshop. I do the shading in a layer of grey, and then apply the Color Halftone filter and it makes the nice zipatone effect. It’s nice how easy it is.

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More To Come 109: Mike Dawson Interview Special →
I was very grateful to Heidi MacDonald for inviting me on the PW More to Come podcast to talk about my writing career as well as my now-notorious Advice to the mid-career cartoonist essay. I learned a few things this week, one of which being that I can’t control everything that gets said on the Internet. I think it’s pretty baffling that people could find reasons to object to my essays, but I do recognize that it’s a complex topic, and folks have got strong opinions about it.
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#more to come  #heidi macdonald  #angie bongiolatti 
nickscomic asked: I have the utmost respect or you sir always keep drawing and writing.


Answer:

Thankyou

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I’m My Own Worst Enemy

I’m My Own Worst Enemy

Earlier this week I wrote a frank account of my cartooning career. I laid out the current sales figures for the three original graphic novels that I’ve written (I actually have a fourth book of short stories, Ace-Face: The Mod With the Metal Arms, published by AdHouse Books, that - surprise! - also sold very poorly), and talked openly about how it feels to have been working hard for so long, but yet be seemingly connecting with a smaller and smaller readership.

The main point of this essay was to discuss my own shortcomings as person unable to build “an audience” for his work. I didn’t even bring up in the original post that I co-hosted a well-known comics-podcast every week for five years, as well as another show on and off over at The Comics Journal. The thing I’m failing at, is taking the dim name-recognition and modest track record that I have, and converting that into future readers for my future work.

I knew very well that my post would interest people, but I definitely didn’t expect it to blow up and become an Actual Internet Freak-Out. It ballooned when Abhay Khosla responded to my post with one of his trademarked withering dressing-downs. I joked on twitter that I now know how the producers of Pacific Rim must feel.

I did read the first Khosla post, but am not going to bother with the followup. Seriously, there are thousands of words there - all from a guy who hasn’t actually read my comics. Surely I’m not obligated to wade through all of that from a fellow who thinks $20 is too much money to pay for a book that’s worth $20?

But, I have gathered through solemn heading-nodding this-is-the-Real-Talk-comics-needs-more-of reactions elsewhere on the Internet that buried beneath Khosla’s “style”, are many Good Points, having to do with marketing, price point, cover design, book titles, business plans, and so on.

I have no doubt that everything written there is likely a point at least worth considering, some of them even seriously. If my books are failing to reach an audience, then there must be reasons, and it’s entirely appropriate for people to share their thoughts on what those reasons could be.

So have at it, comics internet, I hope you figure it out, and I look forward to reading all of the bestselling books that you’ll be writing now. The next time I finish a full-length graphic novel, I will go back and jot down a lot of those tips myself.

What was I writing about?

I think there are a few misconceptions about where I was coming from with my original post. The main one being, that I was lamenting my inability to make a living from comics.

I was not. If you re-read the piece, look at the sixth section more carefully. Especially the fifth paragraph:

I have a lot of questions for myself about what I want to get out of cartooning. I know the answer isn’t money. But, I do want something more than just personal growth. I long ago came to terms with having a limited audience (around the time I only sold 2,748 copies of Freddie & Me), but I don’t feel prepared to have no audience whatsoever.

To parse:

I have a lot of questions for myself. My priority is to continue expressing myself in this medium. I am very driven to do so. I don’t think it’s an option for me to walk away, as appealing as that thought can often be.

I know the answer isn’t money. I have a day job. I feel very fortunate to have it. It enables me to have many luxuries in my life. One of which is the luxury to not be concerned about earning a living as a writer.

But I do want something more than personal growth/I don’t feel prepared to have no audience whatsoever. Herein lays the conflict.

I’m not an outsider artist. I’m not a mark-maker. I’m not making anything that’s so pure as that. I’m attempting to construct complex narratives. I’m imagining characters and situations. I’m thinking about crafting a coherent story. I’m drawing and then scrapping entire drafts. I’m spending time trying to make books that feel whole, that I think can reward the right readers.

The above points can be, and are often, at odds with each other. I write for me, but I also write to be read, because I want a reader to engage with what I have written, and through that, connect with me. I have ideas, and I put them into my comics. I then want to feel like people can encounter those comics, and through them, my ideas.

So much of what I have to figure out for myself has to do with can I be OK with my limited (shrinking) audience when I’m insisting on making comics on my own terms?

If I am so adamant about writing comics that I know won’t have much widespread appeal, how upset can I be when it turns out that the books have very little widespread appeal?

I honestly don’t have the answer. This is the dilemma I was writing about.

A lot of cartoonists have contacted me privately and publicly, letting me know that they know how I feel. This isn’t just me. This is a generation of artists believing in the notion that The Work is What Matters, but having that bang up against cold hard book publishing realities.

For me personally, I have found that recently turning to Tumblr and allowing myself to embrace short-form comics has been a partial solution. Currently I’ve been making comics for the web, and being happy, which is what I want. It might not last. Who knows?

^This. This was the intent of the essay. Trying to find a way to make comics (non-negotiable) and be happy (tricky).

Honestly, I am my own worst enemy most of the time. Sometimes I think it’s just dumb-stubbornness that prevents me from attempting to broaden the appeal of my work. Or, I honestly don’t have the chops. I don’t know. I want to do this, and I only want to do it on my own terms. I don’t think I can change that.

In Conclusion

Despite opening myself up to harsh criticism, I can’t say I’m entirely unhappy about how this week is playing out. Prior to me posting my essay, nobody was talking about my book. A lot of people talked about it afterwards. Not exactly in the way I’d choose - almost nobody involved in the discussion had actually read the work - but maybe some people will take a look now.

And, I can’t complain any longer that not enough people know it exists. If some reviews and feedback come out of this hubbub, and even if it turns out that the consensus is that it’s a shitty book that I should be ashamed to have written, at least I no longer have to feel like it’s failing because of a lack of awareness. And that’s all I can ask.

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#angie bongiolatti  #publishing